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This song has more time and thought put into it than most that i have written in my life haha. The theme is completely centered around the truth that when you believe in God, and then stop living your life the way that He would want, that things start to go bad..in my case very bad. Christ knows what life is like, he already came and died here on this earth, that being said nothing that we go through is misunderstood by Him, by the Creator of the earth. toLoveandGrow was the first band I had ever been in with other people who understood what I was just talking about, but I guess that I am not done writing about it. The end of the song is of Trust, and Faith in God. That even after I let my life get out of hand and I messed up relationships with my friends, Love can still be the center of my life, I can make the choice everyday, every second to Follow Jesus. And that is what I'm going to do. The money I make (if any lol) from this song is all going to go straight toward my tuition for my school year at Gospel for Asia's School of Discipleship. So anything you can give I appreciate but if you can't I pray that this song blesses you in some way. Thanks! -Benjamin Puller
lyrics
I want to see the ocean again, every time I do it makes me think, think of bigger things there's always something bigger than me.
I want to climb the mountains again ever time I do they make me feel, like a stronger man, there's always something stronger than me.
I just want to clear my head, close my eyes and go to bed, but I just cant shut them off.
The noises that are keeping me awake and unreminded of how beautiful the rising and setting sun are to me, I got so distracted and now I'm feeling lost again.
I always look for clarity in places I've already been, because I know that ill be comfortable even if I never find it, ill keep repeating, repeating, repeating the same mistakes.
But I have a promise to keep, no matter how uncomfortable it gets for me, I told You I was going to change.
I'm sorry that it's been so hard for me.
To at least show a little consistency.
I drown myself in the static and forget to breath.
You know how it feels because you did this all before me.
I will walk, as far, as my feet will carry me.
and I will run, when it feels like You're to far ahead of me.
Steadying, my breathing, is just a small way to show, that I gave my heart to You and now my lungs have room to grow...And I will.
Keep learning to, walk again, and I will.
Keep learning to, Breath again...
credits
released October 9, 2015
Benjamin Puller-Guitar/Vocals
Colin Jones-Bass/Vocals
Brian Brenner-Drums/Vocals
Luke Oxendale-Recording/Engineering/Vocals
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